Friday, 28 November 2014


All of a sudden,
It's not gravity holding you to the planet
It's her... 
Nothing else matters
You would do anything... be anything for her 

Friday, 21 November 2014

Challenge #13 - Ce Mot Français Appelé Deja Vu

I used to use word "dejavu" without knowing the precise meaning of it
But when I started taking french lesson at CCF (now IFI), I start to know the meaning literally
Fyi, french is so hard to understand :|

Déjà vu (dʒɑː ˈv) means already seen
Vu is a passe compose word (or past participle) from "voir" also known as see or if it is past, seen in english
Deja means already or ever

Based on wikipedia, déjà vu is a phenomenon of having the strong sensation, that an event or experience currently being experienced, has been experienced in the past, whether it has actually happened or not (can be in a dream)
The psychologist Edward B. Titchener in his book A Textbook of Psychology (1928), explained déjà vu as caused by a person having a brief glimpse of an object or situation, before the brain has completed "constructing" a full conscious perception of the experience. Such a "partial perception" then results in a false sense of familiarity

Related phenomenon is called jamais vu or "never seen"
It is a term in psychology which is used to describe any familiar situation which is not recognized by the observer
Other phenomenon is called presque vu or "almost seen"
It is the sensation of being on the brink of an epiphany, such as when attempting to recall a word or name (well I use to do this things. In short, I call it "forget")

As I often get presque vu, for sure I barely can't remember my déjà vu
So my déjà vu would be Beyonce feat Jay Z song

Know that I can't get over you
'Cause everything I see is you
And I don't want no substitute
Baby I swear it's Deja Vu
(watch the video here)

Thursday, 20 November 2014

A View From The Govt

Facebook is a really good place to build public opinion
Unfortunately, it is a two-eyed blade
In other hand, you can also build bad public opinion

Recently, after government has decreased amount of fuel subsidy, many friends in my facebook said that recent government has done something bad to the have-not people
And I have a senior who is supporter for the other ex-candidate of president
She always post about something bad, but never see it in a two-way

As a government side, I just want to make it clear
And also give a good opinion to balance
Here I copy some statements from the government
So that people will know the purpose of the cutting of fuel subsidy
It it in Indonesian *cheers*

Presiden : "Pemerintah memutuskan untuk melakukan pengalihan subsidi BBM dari sektor konsumtif ke sektor-sektor produktif”

“Untuk rakyat kurang mampu disediakan perlindungan sosial dalam bentuk Kartu Indonesia Sehat (KIS), Kartu Indonesia Pintar (KIP) dan Kartu Keluarga Sejahtera (KKS) yang dapat diguakan untuk menjaga daya beli rakyat”
Menkeu : "Tambahan inflasi untuk tahun 2014 adalah sebesar 2 persen. Namun tambahan ruang fiskal yang didapat berkisar Rp110-140 Triliun"

"Akan kemana belanja produktifnya? Sebagian akan ke infrastruktur, sebagian lagi untuk memperkuat perlindungan sosial bagi keluarga miskin dan hampir miskin, dan yang paling penting tadi tentunya adalah untuk mewujudkan visi dari Presiden, termasuk untuk pembangunan di sektor maritim"

"In general, infrastruktur akan dapat perhatian besar. Tahun depan, target Rp16 triliun untuk irigasi. Saat ini, 40 persen infrastruktur irigasi rusak. Ini tujuannya untuk membantu petani dan untuk food security”
Mensos : "Mulai 18 November 2014, di 34 provinsi mulai bisa mencairkan. Dengan kantor pos kabupaten atau kota yang ditunjuk sampai 2 Desember, semua harus terealisasi dan terdistribusi"
Menteri Perencanaan Pembangunan Nasional/Kepala Badan Perencanaan Pembangunan Nasional : “Untuk meningkatkan produksi pangan kita, itu (anggaran subsidi) akan digunakan untuk memperbaiki irigasi yang rusak, untuk membangun irigasi yang baru. Insya Allah dalam dua tahun kita akan bisa swasembada beras”

"Di bidang energi, anggaran subsidi tersebut akan digunakan untuk meningkatkan produksi energi melalui pembangunan pembangkit listrik.

“Begitu juga untuk sektor kemaritiman dan kelautan, perbaikan jalan, pembangunan jalan baru, yang memang memprioritaskan untuk kepentingan masyarakat, untuk membuat masyarakat lebih produktif"
Direktur Eksekutif Departemen Komunikasi BI : “Meskipun terjadi peningkatan harga dalam jangka pendek, dengan bauran kebijakan Bank Indonesia dan koordinasi kebijakan yang erat dengan Pemerintah, tekanan inflasi diyakini akan tetap terkendali dan bersifat temporer”

“Kebijakan Pemerintah dalam penyaluran bantuan kepada masyarakat juga akan memitigasi penurunan daya beli masyarakat, sehingga tetap dapat kondusif bagi pertumbuhan konsumsi swasta”

Tuesday, 18 November 2014

Challenge #12 - I finally Found Someone

I absolutely didn't have something in my mind when picking this theme
And maybe, most of other bloggers will be annoyed by writing down about this thing

But hey, I chose it
So here we go

hemf...let me think about it???
He who must not be named, was my friend
He is still my friend but we rarely communicate since he was married and so do I

He was my friend from elementary school
We were also in the same junior high school
We were a good friend, but both of us don't have courage to show our interest toward each other
So it came when he suddenly got into relationship with a friend from junior high, my world was torn apart
*ok, I'm overrated*
But then I also fell into another relationship with a man in school too

Years after, we went to different senior high
I'm no longer with the man, he also no longer with the girl
We came closer again
But never got into any so-called relationship
*oh really, do I have to tell it all over again?*

But now I realize, there's always a reason why
After a long-lost-tiring-unclear-so-called-friendship relationship
We got into a real man-woman relationship in 2010, right after I graduated from university
At this time, I realize that we were way better being a friend rather than lover
Our relationship was only for 3 months
A very short time comparing to our long-lost-tiring-unclear-so-called-friendship relationship
Maybe, Allah gave us a reason for finding the best person after that
A year after, I found a man, I called "sayang" for now and on
He also has found a woman as his wife
And both of us finally has found someone, for each of us

What did I do? What did I write?
Consider that I didn't write anything here

Tuesday, 11 November 2014

Challenge #11 - Takishīdo Kamen

My childhood hero would be my couple in fighting the bad guys

As I was the sailor moon, for sure Tuxedo Mask or Takishīdo Kamen was my superhero
Or also known as Mamoru Chiba

As a little girl, and grew up by watching anime, I never missed to watch sailor moon
And I only have a reason to watch it, because I was the sailor moon *grin*
And I can't wait to see Tuxedo Mask 

The way he rescued me *as the sailor moon*
The romance between us *grin*
What's better than
"You and me against the world?"
Ahhhh .... My Mamoru

Monday, 10 November 2014

The Return of Ada Apa Dengan Cinta?

I'm in love (again)

Back in 2002, I was very much in love with a man
I felt for him so many times until I was in university and met him in person
I was soooooooooo crazy in love with him

But then, Life is moving on
I have my love and life today

Until, suddenly ...
He came back to my life last week
I came to fall for him once more

ARghhkk...I'm going crazy
Nicholas Saputra!!!!!

In 2002, Ada Apa Dengan Cinta? was very a big hit movie
It's about the love of Cinta and Rangga
At the end of the movie, Rangga left Cinta for New York
But he promised to return soon

Last friday, LINE, a communication application released the mini drama about the the after-story
About Rangga coming to Indonesia, and try to find Cinta
After watching the mini drama
I know that the sparks between me and Nicholas is still there
Aihhhhhh ....

ps: you can watch the mini drama by clicking the link above

Tuesday, 4 November 2014

Challenge #10 - A Walk To Remember

Actually, lil bit hard to find the saddest movie since I (mostly) shed tears everytime i watch drama movie
But suddenly, i remember when I did a phone talk in Prambors radio

Have you ever watched film called "a walk to remember"?

It was released in 2002 and played by Mandy Moore and Shane West as the main stars
Based on IMDB's plot summary, the film is about "A prank on a fellow high-school student goes wrong, popular but rebellious Landon Carter (Shane West) is threatened with expulsion. His punishment is mandatory participation in various after-school activities, such as tutoring disadvantaged children and performing in the drama club's spring musical. At these functions he is forced to interact with quiet, bookish Jamie Sullivan (Mandy Moore), a girl he has known for many years but to whom he has rarely ever spoken. Their differing social statures leave them worlds apart, despite their close physical proximity."

The saddest moment came when at the end of the story, Jamie is dead because of cancer after she was married with Landon
But before she died, Landon was trying to fulfill various wishes on Jamie's list, such as building her a telescope so she can see a comet.
picnic at night under the sky full of stars, isn't it too sweet?
They were also getting married in the same chapel as was Jamie's deceased mother
This one is on the top of Jamie's wish list
I shed tears so hard whenever I watch the part when Landon visits Jamie's father, 4 years later
It is also when Landon has finished his study in medical school
Landon told Jamie's father that he was sorry he could not grant Jamie's wish to witness "a miracle" before she died.
But then, her father says "She did. It was you"
Ahhhhh ~~~~~ I'm starting to cry now

For the last part, I'll show you some sweet quotes from the film

~~ Jamie: You have to promise you won't fall in love with me.
~~ Landon: That's not a problem.
(it was at the beginning of their meeting)

~~ Landon: Jamie... I love you.
[long pause]
~~ Landon: Now would be the time to say something
~~ Jamie: I told you not to fall in love with me
(it was when they start dating)

Landon: Our love is like the wind... I can't see it, but I sure can feel it
*I'm melting here
Over and out ....