The WedPrep #11 - Trouble, Trouble

And big trouble comes!

I hate to admit that I have gained weight since 4 months ago
My dress doesn't fit me because my belly is ... yeah you name it *sad*
And I only have 2 weeks to reach my 4-months-ago belly size *sigh*
Until today, which has passed 2 days since I commit to do diet, my belly is still at the same size *cry*
But insyAllah, I can handle it *fingercross*

I don't have any other big issues
I guess that most of my preparations have run smooth, except my belly

Last sunday was Asni's wed, one of my bestfriend
I shed my tears much when I saw her Akad Nikah
And my heart was thundered
*heartbeat*

And for sure,
I never mention about the sacrifices my parents have gave to me
I'm so sad, I will step to a higher level of life, with a man that I just knew for 2 years
Knowing that I haven't do something worth to them
Meanwhile most things I did was worthless to their goodness *cry*
Do I really ready to fly away from my zone?
Do I really ready ?
I will never be able to answer it
But there never readiness, what I can do is pray to Allah ...

By the way,
Here is the 2nd fun fact about our wedding
2. The Wedding date was chosen by me. It's our 2nd first greeting anniversary. 2 years ago in Bali. So I guess it would be cool if it's in the same date too. And also, we're planning to go to Bali for honeymoon *biggrin*

The WedPrep #10 - Less Than Three Weeks

Our wedding day is just less than 3 weeks-away
The preparation is almost meet the ending
I'm coming to pick up my dress this week
The souvenirs are already on its way to Palembang
The invitations are ready to be delivered
I guess, it's almost 90 % ready

But,
As day goes by and almost meet the end
Many things come to annoy me so bad
For example about the dance I will do on the day
He still dislike my decision to dance, but yeah, I don't care
*grin*
I went home to Palembang last weekend
And got nothing from it
I have gave up the ambitions to control my wedding day
So now, I'm completely lay it on the hand of my WO
I just hope my decision to dance is right *grin*
And I also hope my make up artist is as good as people talk about him

Another thing coming is about our honeymoon
I have decided to go to Bali
The only problem is I can't decide how long we will stay
And for sure, I can't help his whatever to anything I offer *ggrrrr*
But I guess I'll settle it down soon enough
Back to my statement before, I don't care and He does whatever
Ahh... maybe this is the thing that unite us *grin*

By the way,
I'm going to tell you some fun fact about us
Maybe it's one of the way I can update my blog often until my wedding day
*bigsmile*

1. For you who has received our wedding invitation, you may see the poems in front of it. It is really an original copy of our poems made by ourselves. I was thinking that it might be fun to put something that "so us" in our wedding invitation. In this case, I consider both of us as word-players *grin*.

Okay,
enough for today
I'll return tomorrow and tell you about another story of preparation for my wedding day. And also another fun fact about me and him


love from me and him