New Life #3 Challenge #2 - Happy 7months, Andraya

When I was pregnant, I knew that my life would change dramatically
When I was giving birth, I knew that the pain would replaced by a great happiness
This story is about my new life with a baby named Andraya, and also for answering the challenge with my office mates
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I delivered my baby by Sectio Caesarea (SC)
Every time I heard about SC, my wound feels like it is wide open again
Oooouuuccchhh
But well, there's always sacrifice you gave as a mother
I couldn't delivered with a normal process was because my child's head was up so it blocked her way out
I was so frightened that I has already prepared myself for a normal one
And there she goes my beautiful angel named Andraya (I've told you about the meaning of her name here)

The different between SC and normal is the painful moment *grin
In normal process, you'll feel the pain at the moment you're delivering
In SC, you'll feel the pain after (and after and after and after again) the process
Because in SC, you'll get anesthetic at spinal for paralyzing you to feel the pain
But after the drugs had gone, the pain will come and it's so .... *nuff said

But the moment when your child has birth is the moment of life
I felt the tears fall down in my cheek as the she was brought to my chest
Now I am officially a mom

Today, she is already a 7th months old baby
It just feels like yesterday she was a small baby
Today, she is almost 8 kilos, while she was only 3 kilos back in February
Happy 7-mo Andraya
My precious baby girl
Mommy and Daddy loves you so bad 

The Happy Little Feet

Challenge #1 - Jelangkung, Jelangkung

This story is for Blog Challenge with my office mate
I introduce you to
Niwa, Yessi, Iin, Fieta, Hayyu and Findo 
As the last member, here is Haru
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I never fond of horror movie
I had had a very bad experience of it, once I was a child
Back in 2001, there was an Indonesian horror movie called "Jelangkung"
Jelangkung itself is doll used as a media for spirit
You play the game, sing the song and the spirit will come to the doll

Well... most of my friends said that the film isn't as horror as it should be
So I dare myself, the 13 years-old kid, to watch it on TV
I was accompanied by my cousin
The film started at night, about 22.00 o'clock
So it finished at almost midnight
For me, the film was a very-much frightening
But I kept on going watching

After the film had finished, I jumped up to bed and sleep
Guess what?
Yeas!
I barely can sleep
My brain was playing inside my head, and I felt so much horror
I tried to close my eyes, wrapped my body with blanket
But the feeling was still can't go away
Can you imagine that feeling?
It was terrible
And I know that it was just a feeling

So ...
After that I always try to deny any invitations to watch horror movies
You know, that kind of movies can shorten my life
I better find something fun to watch


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by the way, I am adding a good article to read relating horror
http://9gag.com/gag/ae3G8bv

New Life #2 - I'm back .... (again)

Well....
I'm back (again)
It's almost a year since my last update
(and I wrote almost the same introduction)

I am officially a mother now *grin*
Mother of a pretty little baby girl name Andraya Kara Maheswari
Here is she

How cute is she, right?
















The meaning of her name is quite complicated
My husband gave it ... Yeas, Her daddy
Maheswari means angel
Kara means glowing
Andraya means gift from God
So...just find out yourself about the meaning

Well...
From now on, you might find me updating the blog often
I'm joining the challenge with my office mate for updating the blog
For starting, I will tell you about my new life as mother

Welcome aboard, folks!!!

New Life #1 - I'm back

It's been almost 6 months since my last update

I am a married woman now
With .... baby in the tummy *biggrin*
I don't have any moods to update my new story when I knew that I was pregnant
My first trimester pregnancy was awful, I barely can eat
Nausea was my best friend
But deep inside I'm terribly happy that I'm going to be a mother *biggrin*
My baby in the tummy is 5 months (21 weeks almost) already
And .. you've missed 6 months of our story

But, there's nothing much to tell
Marriage is so fun ... for me *grin*
We're still keep on trying to know each other much more better
I love sniffing around his smell before I go to sleep
I love to kiss his lips before he wakes up in the morning
I even smile every time he fart *hehe*

For me, I was really expecting pregnancy
So when I saw my test pack was marked positive, I smile so wide
I ran toward him, and showed the (+) mark on the test pack
He didn't know what to do and insisted me to change to another test pack
So i checked again, and the result was still the same (+)
I smile. He asked me to come to see the doctor first
We spent the weekend just to find the doctor and hospital
And we chose a hospital near our house with a female doctor

At first, I thought my pregnancy was less than 4 weeks
But the doctor said that my baby was already 6 weeks
Magic!!
After that, my whole life changed
Psychologically, I feel angry, nausea, moody
And I felt my body was so weak
I can barely eat. I lost 2,5 kilos in total, in my first trimester
When my baby was 16 weeks, psychologically I've felt better
I can eat without re-vomiting the foods
So i'm happier

This coming week would be my baby in the tummy 21 weeks
It's just another half way
I can't wait to see my baby's smile
Now, I always feel thrill when my baby is moving around in my tummy

My Little Sunshine. Mommy and Daddy love you
  

The WedPrep #12 - Finale

Today is my last 3 days before I get married

I may not have more time to update this blog

But it would be the a confession session

I guess I'm ready

I may not be prepared

But I'm ready

I'll go back home tonight

Wish us luck

Wish us the best

The WedPrep #11 - Trouble, Trouble

And big trouble comes!

I hate to admit that I have gained weight since 4 months ago
My dress doesn't fit me because my belly is ... yeah you name it *sad*
And I only have 2 weeks to reach my 4-months-ago belly size *sigh*
Until today, which has passed 2 days since I commit to do diet, my belly is still at the same size *cry*
But insyAllah, I can handle it *fingercross*

I don't have any other big issues
I guess that most of my preparations have run smooth, except my belly

Last sunday was Asni's wed, one of my bestfriend
I shed my tears much when I saw her Akad Nikah
And my heart was thundered
*heartbeat*

And for sure,
I never mention about the sacrifices my parents have gave to me
I'm so sad, I will step to a higher level of life, with a man that I just knew for 2 years
Knowing that I haven't do something worth to them
Meanwhile most things I did was worthless to their goodness *cry*
Do I really ready to fly away from my zone?
Do I really ready ?
I will never be able to answer it
But there never readiness, what I can do is pray to Allah ...

By the way,
Here is the 2nd fun fact about our wedding
2. The Wedding date was chosen by me. It's our 2nd first greeting anniversary. 2 years ago in Bali. So I guess it would be cool if it's in the same date too. And also, we're planning to go to Bali for honeymoon *biggrin*

The WedPrep #10 - Less Than Three Weeks

Our wedding day is just less than 3 weeks-away
The preparation is almost meet the ending
I'm coming to pick up my dress this week
The souvenirs are already on its way to Palembang
The invitations are ready to be delivered
I guess, it's almost 90 % ready

But,
As day goes by and almost meet the end
Many things come to annoy me so bad
For example about the dance I will do on the day
He still dislike my decision to dance, but yeah, I don't care
*grin*
I went home to Palembang last weekend
And got nothing from it
I have gave up the ambitions to control my wedding day
So now, I'm completely lay it on the hand of my WO
I just hope my decision to dance is right *grin*
And I also hope my make up artist is as good as people talk about him

Another thing coming is about our honeymoon
I have decided to go to Bali
The only problem is I can't decide how long we will stay
And for sure, I can't help his whatever to anything I offer *ggrrrr*
But I guess I'll settle it down soon enough
Back to my statement before, I don't care and He does whatever
Ahh... maybe this is the thing that unite us *grin*

By the way,
I'm going to tell you some fun fact about us
Maybe it's one of the way I can update my blog often until my wedding day
*bigsmile*

1. For you who has received our wedding invitation, you may see the poems in front of it. It is really an original copy of our poems made by ourselves. I was thinking that it might be fun to put something that "so us" in our wedding invitation. In this case, I consider both of us as word-players *grin*.

Okay,
enough for today
I'll return tomorrow and tell you about another story of preparation for my wedding day. And also another fun fact about me and him


love from me and him