kisah cinta untuk surga

sofia tertunduk tak berdaya, matanya berkaca-kaca, tangisan yang ditahannya. jauh Zahid telah pergi
lirih ia berkata :

"Allah yang Maha Mengetahui segala yang tersembunyi, aku mencintainya dengan segenap hatiku. aku mencintainya mengharapkan cinta dariMu. ampuni aku dengan segala kelemahan diriku, dengan segala sisi manusiaku, dengan segala keteledoranku. aku yang tak pernah lepas dari godaan syaitan. dan aku hanya mengharapkan Engkau menuntun hatinya untukku, menuntun dirinya untuk melihatku. menuntunnya untuk dapat menjadi imamku, pendampingku, guru yang sabar untukku, teman terbaik disepanjang hayatku, pasangan hidupku. mohon kepadamu agar aku adalah tulang rusuknya yang hilang, dan agar dapat dipersatukan kembali. Allah yang Maha Mengetahui apa yang tidak aku ketahui, aku menyerahkan diriku kepadaMu. tuntun aku kepada jalan terbaik menurutMu bagi kehidupanku dimasa sekarang, masa mendatang. untuk agamaku, kehidupanku, keluargaku. tiada tempat aku memohon pertolongan kecuali Engkau, Ya Allah. aku menundukkan diriku yang lemah kepadamu Tuhan. jangan pernah lepaskan tuntunanMu kepadaku. apa jadinya aku tanpa diriMu"

keseharian Sofia kembali berangsur-angsur membaik. dua bulan sejak pertemuan terakhirnya dengan Zahid. di suatu siang yang cerah, Sofia baru saja hendak keluar kelas bersama seorang anak murid perempuanya yang berusia 7 tahun. kemudian, berdirilah Zahid disana. dan dia tertegun.
Zahid memandangnya teduh dan berkata :

"Sofia, ada sesuatu tentang kamu untukku. yang tak terhapus waktu, tak terenggut jarak. setelah aku meminta tuntunan kepada Allah, Dia menuntunku kesini. dan aku tau ada sesuatu pada dirimu. Sofia, aku ingin mencintaimu, dengan mengharapkan cinta dari Tuhanku. hanya kamu yang akan aku pilih dengan menyebut nama Allah untuk selamanya. aku tak ingin perasaan ini malah akan membuat murka Tuhanku. Sofia, jadilah penggenap separuh agamaku. kembalilah menjadi tulang rusukku. Sofia, menikahlah denganku"

mata berkaca-kaca yang telah dicoba ditahannya akhirnya tumpah, dengan suara parau, Sofia menjawab:

"Allah yang Maha Besar, semuanya adalah kehendakNya. aku mencintaimu dengan mengharapkan cinta dari Tuhanku. kamulah imam yang telah diberikan Tuhan kepadaku"

titah Tuhanmu

tak banyak kata yang dapat kukatakan
bahkan buku tak cukup untuk menyimpannya
bermacam cara aku menunjukkan
bahkan tarian kalah indah dengannya

pernah suatu kisah datang dan pergi
ada masa yang hilang tak kembali
detik berlalu, napas hampir berhenti
tak juga hati ini bergeming memilih

jika suatu hari sayup suara nyanyian hadir
tengadahkan kerendahan hati
tundukkan segala arogansi
karena titah Tuhanmu telah berkehendak


-amelia-

song #1 : i surrender

it's Saybia with a song called "i surrender"

check out the lyric

A million suns are glowing in the night
Everything is quiet
Except for all the voices in my head
That say your name
Tonight I'm letting go
About to give in

I surrender myself
Into the arms of a beautiful stranger
I surrender myself to you, to you

There is only one bridge left for me
My heart is almost free
Beautiful by my side
But all I think about is you
And tonight I'm letting go
About to give in

Who really loves me?
You really love me
My beautiful stranger
You really love me
Like I love you 

have you felt in love at the first sight?

do believe in it?

i am a gemini. i've read some magz that said a gemini is very easy to fall in love

but i think, it's nothing to do with the zodiac

i'm just so easy to fall in love

love is a universal languange that can connect you thru anything

so just fall in love people

^^

lovely poem

i have this poem, sent by my friend

originally his

it's a very nice one

"la tansani fi naumik , sa ahdhur fi lailik, biwujudin mahabbatik..."

this is the translations

"jangan kau lupakan aku dalam tidurmu, karena aku akan hadir di sela-sela malam mu, dalam wujud yang sangat engkau cintai..."

-someone below the night of Singapore-

I LOVE BALI

I LOVE BALI

this is what i believe until now

once you touched the land, you wont never want to go far from it

I have been to Bali two years ago

since then, i cant get my mind off from Bali

i love everything about it

the beach, the sun, the cloud, the water, the bluish sky, the people, the puras, the culture, the dance, the music....i love everything about Bali....and i'm crazy for it so very much

the photo was taken in Bedugul, Ulun Danu Lake

it's so beautiful here, even words cant say

if you have a Rp.50.000, check out the picture

it has the same background with my picture

actually, it was a lil bit rainy on that day, so the fog came down and covered all the pretty scene

we can saw the rows of trees...greenish everywhere

Bedugul is at the top part of Bali, so the weather is colder here. it will be better if you're wearing jacket or long dress that can cover your body

Uluwatu

well....once you come to this place, you will love it. Uluwatu is a pura (temple) near a cliff. when you look down, you can see straightly to the sea. a big beautiful sea under the shine of the sun. a so-much-romantic scenery. if you love to catch sunset, here is one of the best place. the sunset is so tres magnifique here. but just beware of the monkeys. they are so very naughty. they will climb to your body and steal every shiny things around you, like glasses or hat, etc. it is recommended for you to keep all your belongings safe. once more, i almost forget to mention, before entering the entrance gate, you have to wear a sarung (if you wear short) or just a ribbon, tied on your hip 

Tanah Lot

it is also a pura. the pura is located on a big giant rock. the pura is for worshipping the sea guardian Gods. you can also see a beautiful sunset here. and you can directly touch the water, because the pura is nearby the sea. you can hear the sea sings a song live for you. every crush of the waves have its own rhythm, that can make you fall in love with this place

The other best things about Bali is the culture. here, you can find the masterpiece of uniqueness. the dancing, the music, the art....you'll fall so deeply here

Love the dancing????

Bali has so many kinds of traditional dances, the most famous one is kecak. almost in all over places in Bali, you can watch kecak show, every night. after the sunset, the show will be held, such as in Uluwatu or Tanah Lot.

Love the music????

Bali traditional musical instrument is so rich with its own magic. you'll be enchanted by the sound and i t will resound in your head

Love the art????

Bali is the land of the finest art... sculpture, the paint, every handmade crafts, everything you name it. yes....you can find it here

well....even words cant say more

my suggestion??put Bali into one of the place you have to visit before you die

yes...yes..yes...Bali would very much delighted to welcome you, my friend

so next destination? BALI

flightless me

i love flying...

i once had a dream of having wings on my back

i always love flying...

i love the feeling of my heart's beat

that's why i love the moment when a plane, both boarding and landing

my favorite seat is near the window, in the middle section, right beside the wing of the plane

i love watching the air panel open while decrease the speed by turning the turbine's rotation (a source called it engine brake)....and the sound is so nice 

i'm so in love with flying

and i realize that i love the condition of having an upside-down, depend on the weather and wind

sometimes you'll feel your heart in a hard beat because suddenly the wind affect the stability of the plane

so then, i realize....it affects my life

everyone loves to live in peace, so do i

i love a peaceful life. everything goes in order

but sometimes, my life turns into a flat one

and i don't like it

but back then, i'm only human...too much asking to God

i want an upside-down life, unpredictable life

i just want to live my life free, without any plans

when i made mistakes, it will become a lesson to me, a good one

not to regret about it, instead i will live happily by it

but i guess, it's time for me to stop playing

start a same-old-me-brand-new-life

start moving my ass from my comfort zone

start choosing a decision and eat it alive

start flying my own airline

i know i can, i know God will give me guidance

"Fa-biayyi alaa'i Robbikuma tukadziban"

First Trip to Singapore

here the story goes

I never did solo traveller, so i planned

well....i was not all alone by myself

my friends have been waiting in Singapore, for TIG (Triennial Intervasity Games), held by NUS

because i'm not officially official, so i will be an amateur photographer

^^

a very important suggestion for you, who will travel abroad is....never put your passport away

okey, i confess...it happened to me...

i left my passport at home, so that i need to wait it sent by my dad

it's so wrong so dont follow my lunaticness

I came to Singapore by Batam

my flight to Batam it's so good, Hang Nadim is a nice airport

i was so lucky that i have a cousin living in Batam

so she picked me up in airport and transferred me to harbour

from batam center harbour, i just need to pay S$24 (incl.seaport tax)

and it's only take 45 minutes to Singapore, even the first 10 minutes you already saw the merlion on Sentosa island

i stayed on NUS' dorms, so from Harbourfront (Singapore's harbour) i took a taxi to NUS

i arrived just in time my friends finished the exercise

2 days became an amateur photographer, i met my highschool's friends

we had some chats and dinner in Jurong point (one of the mal)

i ate biryani mutton, which cost S$5,5

it was a lamb curry over rice, the taste is so yummi....love it

oh yeah, it was also my first time on MRT...i was so excited...yeaaayy

well because i came back to dorm late, i bought 2 burgers for my roommate

it was ramly's burger, a Malaysian recipe burger

it was cost S$3 each, but the taste is awesome

On the 4th day, i went to Sentosa island. i love it here, so clean

i was a lil bit jealous of the cleanness, i wished Jakarta can be like here

i and my friends walk all over the place

we play LUGE, a riding car from a top of hill

it's cost S$9, kinda expensive for me, but al least i can see all over Singapore from the top of it

i really wanted to watch songs of the sea

but unfortunately, my friends were so tired and hungry, so we decided to head home

the next day, we went to Orchard....shopping...yeayyyy

but most of the places were so expensive

then we were heading to lucky plaza, which is cheaper by other

i bought some souvenirs (well...it cant be said some, because i end up with some large shopping bags)

i bought 5 for S$10 bags, 18 for S$10 keycahins, a S$10 t-shirt for my lil brother

well....actually i bought some others many things for that i forgot how much i've spent

*well...i'm only a human...in ordinary girls*

^^

i only got 1 day left to travel aroung Singapore, so we went to Esplanade, Suntech city, Raffles, Merlion (mostly i forgot the name i've been)

ooow....dont forget to mention i was walking on the F1 racing track...so smooth...i wondered that there will be a moment of 22 F1 cars running around here

well it was so awesome in Singapore

i love the cleaness of the city

and a very-easy-to-find transportations, eihter buses or trains or taxi

i love it here

but well, of course i'm too much in love for Indonesia

time to be back home